19/10/2020, 11:17:11 am Cally: Hi Neil. Cally here. I can’t tell you how many years I’ve been trying to find you. I wasn’t even sure that you were still alive. Liz von Guilleaume told me about seven years ago that she had seen you walking a dog somewhere in la Lucia or that area and we've been trying to find you ever since. So happy birthday for yesterday and I hope it was a good day for you. Please send me news and let me know how you are doing Who is Helen? Neil: Hi sweet me heart we are basically the same Time meridian SSO let give u a bit of undivided attention in +- an hr eh!? 🤩🤩🤡🦂🆒👍 ☮️ Cally: Cool. Chat soon 😊 Neil: Hi soon b upon us. In the frankest of sense it’s been well neigh of 38yrs since me peepers last focused on u . Then there was a bit of communication in the late 80ties or early 90ties about a budding young authoress about 2 submit copies to a publishing house or what? U did the ...
They rarely acknowledged my existence. I felt invisible at times, being there and yet not being there. It was a strange sort of twilight zone I seemed to be living in. my thoughts, my feelings, my hopes and dreams churning around inside me continuously waiting for that precious invitation for an outpouring. The waiting would sometimes last for days but then eventually it would come like water to the thirsty. I always waited patiently for that moment of truth, as I opened my mouth to speak, to have my chance at last, to let them know of my ideas and to be seen for what I was. A heart full of love and compassion, a comforter for the lost and homeless, an ear for the deaf and a voice for the voiceless. I was always there to step into the breach, just waiting to be called. But just as my moment arrives, when I have every eye on me, it happens. It's almost as if it happens with pre-planned precision. They all start talking at the same tim...
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